[04 Jul 2008|12:15am] its funny how things change, people, feelings, everything. how it can happen so fast. how you can be so happy with everything, and then in a second everything can be worse. its weird how much of an impact people can make on you. haha im fuckinfg wasted and what was written was a saved thing from god know when i wrote to say i wrote to say how i fucking hate my life. how im fucking wasted, and my friends don't give a fuck about me, i was left by alone for over ten minute at the carnival sitting by myslef, i know that doesn't sound like alot but sit drunk alone in the middle of so much fucking noise and people and by yourself that feels like a fucking etenrity, then once again left to wander alone, and then dropped off alone like it was no fuckig deal,, its funny htat something that can make you feeel s happy can make you feel so down, but then again i guess it goes to show that if you always feel down, trying to drown that won;t make you feel any better. and i know you don;t read thesse, but i brojke my promise of the night post comment

[15 Jun 2007|10:38am] i fucking graduate today :] post comment

[02 Jun 2007|11:29am] i hate how life can be so soncusing at times.. but in other words i can't say enough how fucking excited i am for this summer and next year! i just took a math placement test for next year and i'm in the good math class. just walking around campus i felt it and knew that i'm so ready for this, and i really can't wait. :D post comment

[31 Mar 2007|09:29am] last night was amazing! i saw tmnt with so many fucking people i miss the days when you used to take a million people to the movies. it was zach, missy, me, sam, kristin, steph, tricia, casey, and kelsey... okay not quite a million but still. it was just a lot of fun :] post comment

[27 Mar 2007|06:53pm] okay another reason why i'm excited for college... jessie durkin is going to the same fucking school as me :] post comment

[24 Mar 2007|10:49pm] dso i'ms drsunnnnk andain its about times lol cuz itss beeen s0soo lond loools post comment

[19 Mar 2007|09:50pm] i have to say i have not been so happy in a while as i have been these past two weeks. i've just had so much fun [all of it clean too i haven't drank or smoked in weeks] and like i dunno. last week it was so warm out and i think that is what is helping me so much... just being able to be outside and not indoors all the time. and now i'm really starting to apreciate the people i'm friends with and even newer ones. i remember this year being upset about people who i used to be friends with, people who i used to be so close to, people who were my best friends, and was so quickly dropped and being upset on why they didn't want to hang out with me anymroe and it really bothered me for a while, but now none of that bothers me anymore, nothing really does. i think by this happenneing i was able to gain better friends, real friends i guess you could say. and if i was never dropped earlier i wouldn't be friends with these people now or even apreciate them as much as i do now! i honestly have to say i love the demaglies so much they are just some of the people i became close with this year. they are just so cool to be around and aside from the fact that they feed me, they actually listen and we have so much fun just sitting in thier kitchen chilling out talking about the randomest things from how deana is the worst baker in the world to life and polar bears dying. i don't think i've had one bad experience with either of them and i feel like i can really trust them. working at pac sun has also broguht me friends too like samantha b and missy. through zach i really beagn to like talk to missy and thats how i became close with her. she is someone that i have so much in common with and i can tell her things that i might not want to tell other people and she does the same for me. i know she is another person who truely cares for me for the sake i can talk to her whenever, or when one time i called her compeltely messed up and right away she wanted to know if i needed a ride anywhere and that i was okay. she's one of those people where i know if i'm in a bad mood i can count on her to cheer me up, and i am so fucking excited for next year when i go to westconnn with her! another person i want to mention is sam. i also met her through pac sun and even though we've only hung out once it was such a fun random day. we are so much alike its redicioulos and i can already tell that she's gonna be another one of those people there for me when i need them, especially for cheering up! we already have so many inside jokes nad whenver we talk or see each other its always fun. i think these people along with my normal friends like kristin, zach, my sister, kelsey, dimary and others are reasons why too i'm in such a great mood, they are always there for me and so much fun to be around! i can't wait for it to be warm again and i can't wait for this summer!!! post comment

[06 Sep 2006|12:07pm] mrs. denike made me post something 1 comment|post comment

[27 Jun 2006|12:36am] so after the accident i took pictures with my phone and my dad wanted to e-mail them to his brother so since they are on my computer now i thought i would post them here just so people understand why this is so hard for me. ( what the truck looked like ) 2 comments|post comment

[12 Jan 2006|07:20pm] thunderstorms in january = awkwardness. 4 comments|post comment

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